Wait n Bleed-Slipknot

I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed. I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed. Goodbye! I wipe it of my tie, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This isn’t the way I pictured me I can’t control my shakes, how the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn’t like this Is it a dream or a memory? I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander around where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed Get outta my head cause I don’t need this Why didn’t I see this? I’m a victim Manchurian candidate I have sinned by just Makin’ my mind up and takin’ your breath away! I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander around where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves I wander out where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed. Goodbye! You haven’t learned a thing I haven’t changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free You haven’t learned a thing I haven’t changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can’t see Inside my shell I wait and bleed I felt the air rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can’t see Inside my shell, I wait and bleed. AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IOWA-Slipknot

Relax…it’s over, you belong to me, I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax…it’s over, you can never leave
I take your second digit with me… Love…
You are…my first, I can barely breathe
I find you fascinating
You are…my favorite, lay you down to sleep
It’s all that I can do to stop…Love…
So blue…so broken, paper doll decays
I haven’t left you yet
So cold…subversive, your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow, I will go away again…Love…
YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE, I CAN TEAR YOU APART
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL
YOU BELONG TO ME
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE)

Ticks and Leeches-TooL

Suck and suck.
Suckin up all you can, suckin up all you can suck.
Workin up under my patience like a little tick.
Fat little parasite.

Suck me dry.
My fruit is bruised and borrowed. You thieving bastards.
You have turned my blood cold and bitter,
beat my compassion black and blue.

Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you’re getting.
I hope you’re choking. I hope you choke on this.

Taken all I can, taken you like can, you(?) can take.
Taken all you can, Taken all you can fuckin’ take
Got nothing left to give to you.
Blood suckin parasitic little tick/blood suckin parasitic little tick
Take what you want and then go.

Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you’re getting.

Suck me dry.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you had in mind?
Cuz this this is what you’re getting.
I hope you choke.

THE PATIENT-TooL

A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can’t go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act’s a little old.

But I’m still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I’m still right here.

Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient (wait it out).

If there were no reward to (reap / heal),
(No / A) loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I’ve chosen here,
I certainly would’ve walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal
A damaged and broken man along
This tedious path I’ve chosen here
I certainly would’ve walked away by now.

And I still may … [sigh] … I still may.

Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.

And if there were no rewards to (reap / heal),
(No / A) loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I’ve chosen here,
I certainly would’ve walked away by now.
And I still may.

Gonna wait it out.

PARABOLA-TooL

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Alive, I

In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion.

FAGET-KoRn

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly! Please just go away…

I can see it’s hard to find
This blessing in disguise

Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hate stay (Made the hurt stay)

I sound like I can never seem to escape
all the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probaly. You’d just throw me away

Faget!

I’m just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn’t know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you fake, if we don’t want none
I’m sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?!
Right now I got something to say to all the people that think
I’m strange and I should be out here locked up in a cage
You don’t know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling
like I’m enslaved to a world that never
appreciated shit
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!

He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
he had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going away
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway

I’m just a pretty boy, I’m not supposed to fuck a girl
I’m just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I’m just a faget!
Faget!
I’m a faget!
Faget!
I’m not a faget
What am I?
Faget!
You mother fucking queers!

FANTASI

Pantai basah tak bergerak
Hari-hari tak berdenyut
Dan aku lelah berenang
Di lautan akrilik
Menyelam menombak ikan warna-warni.
Langit tengah berkeringat
Awan-awan penuh dengan mesis
Dan aku berlayar jauh ke tengah lagu
Dengan keranjang roti susu
Menjaring gadis-gadis yang telanjang berjemur.

PRAKTIS II

Tubuh yang terbentuk dari milyaran kosakata
Menanti jawaban dari suatu tanya:
Mengapa anjing-anjing hutan menelan
ilham jauh lebih dalam?
Mengapa pula kita terlalu ngeri
pada duri di tengah do’a?

Potongan tubuh siapa terdiam
membusuk dimutilasi kata
Jadi fragmen; huruf-huruf
dijejali sampah dan didaur ulang
oleh lidah malaikat dalam sumpah
serapah. Anjing-anjing
hutan mati menghitam!

Babi-babi bertaring tak peduli,
jalan melenggang di antara kiayi
dan sekumpulan priyayi.

PRAKTIS

Telanjang dalam pelarian  diri dari kompleksitas pemikiran

Coba menghindari ilusi yang jelas mengekang  emosi

Kyai-kyai instan diseduh cepat dalam bualan

Brengsek!! Darimana datang segala macam petisi?

Jengah terbuang dari tekanan tradisi:

Kita hanya sampai pada sebuah koma.

TUHAN

Malaikat bilang Engkau tamasya
Entah kemana
Bawa lalat sekeranjang
Dan susu seperawan
Dan aku sendiri saja
Hinggap dari anyir ke anyir
Mengais Engkau di gundukan.